my two men in my life that have kept me going have now gone
Alasdair and Lexie both have them have gone /.....
Im crying, reason why
I wanted to go out tonight not all night not even get drunk just to socialise
I call everyone no go
But the 2 main people in my life who i have always been there for fuck me off
Why
Ali has a girlfriend now
Lexie all of a sudden prefers his wife or maybe someone else
Why is it when i need them they go cause they have something better to do
When i was with grumps before both of them would call me and i would speak to them and make time for them when they are upset
But now they are ok i can fuck off
I wouldnt mind but ive been doing that for ali for 5 years
Lexie 3.5 years
Why do they not consider my feeling like i do them even when im quite content i always think are they ok
Im such a mug
Now i have no one ..... Im so lonley i wish i had a friend like me x